On the other side of the fence

I hate it. I hate it so much. Why can't I ever get one girlfriend? And why is there never any girls who at least follow what they believe? God, it sucks. I'm sick of everyone being a hypocrite! I just want out! I just want it to stop! There's no one to talk to! I can't believe I went to that party! It all just sucks! I know I will look back on this later and think it's stupid but I don't care. I hate it! I just hate it! Jessica, why can't you know? Can't you just see what you're doing to me? I can't get you out of my head! It's killing me!